the girl on the train
Thursday, Oct. 02, 2003 8:12 p.m.
I've been sitting here for a bit wondering how I could start this entry, considering the shambles my mental state was in just not too long ago. (Was that previous sentence even grammatically correct? No matter.) I went to a counselor yesterday to tell her about my thoughts, and after a three hour session I felt a bit better. And though I still feel a tad apprehensive over the threat of progress reports coming out next week, it's still abstract enough to not be at the forefront of my attention.But do you know what is in my attention? It's a girl. Yeah I know, I feel so absurd saying this given that I develop crushes left and right, but there is something so fundamentally alluring about her. I get the same goosebumps from when Jen and I first started talking to each other two years ago. She and I have ridden the train home together the past two days, giving us time to learn quite a bit about each other. And so far, I like what I've learned.
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